In the last day two separate individuals have asked me what is wrong; and, I have stated just a little. Unfortunately, when I am hurt or disappointed or angry or pained - my face and my demeanor gives it away.
I always think I am the same - that I am even keel, respond to inquiries, get my work done and continue to just keep moving. But, I guess that is it - people see that I am going through the motions - there is no joy in what I am doing.
My general spirit is light-hearted, I enjoy working, dealing with people and as I have stated I am an optimist - a bit of a Pollyanna. But, when I feel that I am unable to do anything about the situation I experience a melancholia.
It will pass - but, for now I hope that everyone can understand.
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